Still Feeling Like Complete Crap
So I'm still at work (surprise, surprise), might see if I can head off a bit early though. I've been feeling really shitty these last few days, I'm not entirely sure why. I really need a cigarette, but I'm not going to buy any. Promised I wouldn't. Ugh, that was a mistake. What can I do to keep myself occupied long enough not to make myself feel shitty? I don't want to get into the sort of state where I will do something stupid.
Doing repeating tasks isn't the most fun thing in the world, and really doesn't improve my situation much. I sent a text 2 hours ago and it still hasn't gotten through, that doesn't help either as I type this it has just been delivered. Now I probably have to wait a few hours to get one back, won't that be fun. No. Something(/one?) is missing.
I need something else to do. I can't stand doing what I'm doing for much longer. Hence why this is my third post today. Why do you like reading about my life anyway? I bet you'll find out a lot of stuff that you never knew about me before. The sort of stuff I don't talk about, but like to blog about. Usually I wouldn't post the sort of stuff I do, but I'm in the company of friends on this site, and I feel I can. Maybe I'll try to split it up more. Hmm. Thinking is bad. I'm gonna stop now.
This blog entry was posted on Wednesday, July 6, 2005 @ 01:27 am and is filed under: Miscelleneous.